hi! my name is samuel and my dream is to become an angel.
i'm an artist, a goth with a deep passion for horror! this site is dedicated to everything i love, and i love a lot of things... it's hard to share all this love with the world on just
social media or when talking to my friends, since i'm pretty shy and socially anxious, on top of that i'm just too tired to do most things in life. i'm really new to coding, currently
i'm learning html/css, c++ and the gamemaker language in hopes of branching out with my art. it always helps with the blues of waiting in purgatory, you know?
i started working on this site in the middle of a really bad depressive episode. learning to build it gave me something to occupy my mind, allowed me to just shut off and stare at
my bright white screen until i can't stand to stay awake anymore. but what i didn't expect from this experience was
finding something new i'm really passionate about and feeling a sense of community. scrolling through so many pages, bookmarking webrings, following users, getting excited over finding
new cliques to join... i think this is truly what i needed right now, it helps a little.
so, thanks to all my friends, to my loving boyfriend and to you, random neocities explorer. i hope your stay here will finally take me to heaven
:-)
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